Leaving Some People In Your Past

I have trouble giving up on people.

And it makes me sad to know that people could easily abandon a friendship or relationship like a pinch of salt. Being abandon is a kind of feeling that makes tears swell up at the back of your throat. The sadness that lingers and lingers and hoping one day it would just fade away with time. It is not an easy thing to accept.

If someone is not meant to be in your life, they will not stay put and will not be convienced otherwise. The last time I went through this, I come to understand that we are always in constant motion. We change every single day. Some relationships are more forgiving, some just ceased abruptly. Through all these bad experiences, I grew older and wiser and became more selective about whom I gave my time and effort to. I found good friends that are not afraid to admit that they do not want to lose me and kept them close.

Instead of spending time wondering about my loss, I took all these effort to nuture the rest. Surrounding myself with people who makes me a better person than I was yesterday.

 It is true when they say holding onto something irreparable feels worse.