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I hardly tell my parents about the issues and problems that I have to deal in my daily life.

But the recent unhappy episodes made me broke down and cry. Work has not be as smooth sailing.

I have never felt as lost in my life.

Missing

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

Whenever I see your picture and those memories floats back.

Daily Reminder

"If we believe tomorrow is better, we will bear the hardship of today."

Tears

Life brings exciting new discoveries yea? I'm hurting and in pain.

Necessary?

My love whom I fall in love with unexpectedly, your immature and inconsiderate actions affected me deeply.

Have you ever consider how your own actions and thoughts could affect my feelings?

You are the least person I could think of that will re-deleted me from facebook and un-follow me from instagram. If it was accidentally as claimed, deletion from 2 different social media was too coincidence.

I hope you understand someday that you may have broken my heart but not my love for you. And I hope this genuine feelings will regain your lost faith in loving someone worthy someday. Always remember, don't be short changed.

Career Quarterlife Crisis In Twenty Sense

"What are you working as now? " and "How much are you earning now?"  I have this conversation so many times that I feel this is epidemic.

Being a twenty something woman with no family of my own and aplentiful of time to carve out a career, it can be tough on the bad days to establish an identity of my own.

I am at a point where I face alot of anxiety and a sense of being adrift and lost when all problems come to me at once.

Each time when I change a job, it is also a change of a career where I got to get out of my own comfort zone and start things anew. It is almost like changing lives.

This quarter life crisis is a struggle of not just a career, but to a perfect career.

I do not know where life and opportunities might bring me to in a near future. But I am sure it will be wonderful be it good or bad. Each turns, each change would definitely make me a better person as long as I have the right attitude.

Unspoken Feelings

Have you ever likes someone so much but decided to keep them inside your heart cause it is for the best?

It is so painful but I'm understanding.